My niece has arrived, and she is so beautiful and mom and dad are so happy and I already love her so much and can't wait to be an auntie. But it is bittersweet for me. When they announced the pregnancy I was excited and then a few months later we decided it would be nice to have "just one more" and so we tried, and tried and tried. Nothing. This last month was the kicker, I was on a high dose of the meds and I didn't even come close to ovulation. so that sucked! I had have the choice to go to the RE for Injections or try another round of the med that IS NOT working. After prayer and tears we have decided that for right now, we say no to it all and just let my body be for a while. For some reason God has decided to close my womb and I need to be okay with that. I trust that my heavenly father knows best and ultimately His plan is the plan for me. I indeed have so much to be continually thankful for as well. I am lucky enough to have an amazing husband, and blessed with two beautiful children already. I get to go to work at a job I love and for now life is good. Perhaps this is HIS way of drawing me nearer to Him? I don't know for sure but again all I can do is trust that He has a plan.
on the other front, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Which to be honest, it feels good to finally have an answer, the part that sucks is now the meds are super expensive. I have an application into the pharmecutical company hoping they will pay for partial or all of it. If not I will ask my doctor about something cheaper, but at this point I just don't want to hurt anymore so I'll try anything !
Also...whew if your still reading props to you!!! I was given some backdrops to play with and Im super excited about them and hopefully this will give you all some future eye candy to see later!
over and out!
